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  Resisting the impulse to rip aside her veil and his mask so they could be two real people, she sifted memories. Those eyes. Younger, browner hair—someone around Canary—yes, one of the captains in his own private guard during the old king’s days, now obviously titled with land of his own. For Canardan did not invite mere guard captains to masquerade balls in the royal palace.

  Above her rank? Below it? What was her rank in their eyes, anyway?

  Whatever. She was not about to frost him by pretending he’d broken the blasted “rules”. “How nice to see you.” She smiled. “You’ve flourished, I see.”

  “Old count of Shesba died. No heirs. So I am still in the saddle, but now riding my own lands, so to speak.” The familiar voice brought back Math saying …and he’s one of the quiet, honest sorts, warrior captains who would carry out their duties no matter who was in charge. If left alone, good, reliable people.

  Atanial now remembered Shesba as a difficult area way to the north, squished between mountains and the vile coastline. She congratulated him, the music changed again, and she found herself with another partner, this one tall, old, unfamiliar, their voices blending with the hum of conversation and the music. Then the entire company sighed as, at last, the unseen mages got their magic spells working and a breath of cooler air teased her already moist flesh, followed by a gentle, steady breeze.

  Almost everyone visibly relaxed, some faces turning to the open doorways, through which the mages had drawn their invisible tunnel of colder air from high in the sky.

  The short, stout Chief of the Guild Council was her next partner, followed by another landowner of some degree. Other men danced with her after that. Everyone knew who she was, but stayed on their side of the Maleficent pretense. They were all polite, two or three friendly. But, clearly, the king’s men. Not allies. And in their eyes, Prince Math’s wife was flourishing here in her gilded cage.

  Step, step, turn, step, step turn, the promenade sped up now, always climbing half a chord. They were nearly at the end of the circle, the talk the most superficial exchanges of politenesses. Her exchange with that duke lingered, making her wary. How many of these smiling men thought she’d abandoned Math to his fate in order to catch a king?

  Canardan watched her from across the room. She danced with those entrancing moves she’d always had. Sometimes she spoke, but judging from the lack of reaction in her partners, everything was as it should be. Let her trip prettily around his ballroom and show everyone how well he treated her. He hoped she’d enjoy it. Thinking about her was more pleasant than listening to the obviously rehearsed compliments and broad hints for returned compliments of his current partner. Fishing for royal catch, Canardan thought sourly. Here he’d invited this baroness—old family, good lands, good support, rich—because her daughter might be a fallback for Jehan. He’d forgotten she was a widow.

  “May I honor your majesty with a reminder of how famous were your splendid regattas through the city of Alsais? We still read the poems all these centuries later,” she whispered, fluttering her fan.

  What regatta was she dropping her not-so-subtle hint about? Because it had nothing to do with Colend’s past glories, not in that tone. Oh yes. That regatta, he thought, smiling into her eyes. Right before he married Ananda, the last time he’d dressed up as Matthias the Magnificent of Colend. What his partner hadn’t found out was that she had been one of three dalliances that memorable night.

  So. The women already knew that Ananda wasn’t skipping the social duty tonight as she usually did, but was gone. Of course everyone knew. His worst enemy was rumor, something you couldn’t fight with a sword. He’d underestimated how quickly they’d come a-courting.

  The music changed, sparing him having to come up with a reply that was agreeable, but not too agreeable, friendly but not flirtatious.

  How was Atanial faring? He had almost completed the circle. Atanial was maybe eight or ten men away, talking and laughing with one of his barons. He was aware of Jehan behind him, murmuring something about Sartoran tapestry weaving, and from the tittering, effusive response, he too was being courted.

  Where was that daughter of Atanial’s? He hoped there’d be a message from either Zhavic or Randart soon.

  The dance ended.

  Atanial watched how the circle broke into tiny circles, each revealing in its numbers, in who moved to whom, who collected company, who stood where.

  The biggest circle formed around the king. Of course. But Jehan’s was nearly as large—moon to his father’s sun—with the younger women forming most of his group. And if they were all doing their best to attract the attention of a handsome prince, who could blame them?

  Father and son retreated to get something to drink.

  On either side of the room, mirror images, were great carved tables set with rows of tall, fluted glasses containing punch, water, wine. Water! Atanial located the table on her side of the room and reached it in twenty swift steps, her veil fluttering behind. She took one, lifted her veil to drink. Over the rim, glimmering with reflected fire from the chandeliers overhead, she saw father and son meet to exchange brief words before they were surrounded.

  The musicians struck up a melody, and both heads turned, for a breathtaking moment poised at exactly the same angle. There was Canardan’s handsome profile, in his son planed and refined, Jehan’s coloring moonlight and silver instead of ruddy gold. But one thing for certain from their body language: they were fond of one another.

  And she, Atanial Fatwit Blitherer, had just tipped her hand to the son. Why, why, why? Ananda, why did you do that to me, was it revenge after all?

  Jehan chose at random a partner for the new dance. The rest of the young women drifted by, ribbons fluttering, silks glowing richly in the candlelight, no one wanting to ask him and risk being turned down in front of the others, so they eyed him and smiled.

  Atanial felt a touch on her wrist and looked up into the face of one of Canardan’s aristocratic working men, this one the governor of Vadnais harbor. Numb with self-loathing, she set down her empty glass, curtseyed and trod with him to the middle of the floor. He chatted with cheery ease about his racehorses until the dance ended. The seductive triple beat of a waltz—the first one of the evening—signaled, in straightened shoulders, lifted chins, laughs and shimmering fans, the electrical impulse of expectation.

  So strange, Atanial thought. Not just that they had the waltz here, but it apparently was far older than it was on Earth. Chicken/egg.

  Canardan watched Atanial look around, her profile behind the veil etched against the wall as she watched—who? Jehan was busy with a very young lady dressed in a stunning gown made up of fragile silk roses of twenty graded shades of pink.

  Canardan flicked his gaze back. Atanial was lost behind a long whirling knotwork of dancing couples. When they passed, she was visible again, over by the refreshments table, nibbling a cake—

  “Your majesty,” someone murmured behind him.

  He looked down at the short, balding Chief of the Guild Council, and frowned. No use in hiding behind masquerade nonsense now. His relations with the guilds were already teetering.

  “Your majesty, you have not had time to see me, despite my petitions sent each day,” the man stated. “But I must and will speak. If I end up with the Scribe Sharveshin in the dungeon for my temerity, despite its being my duty—”

  Canardan sighed. “It’s not even remotely treason to ask questions, Guild Chief. Why are you pretending it is?”

  “Why do you have a scribe in the dungeon? A scribe! May as well be a herald! And the Heralds’ Guild Mistress as well as the Scribes’ Master, at my office every day demanding to know why. If it’s whim, who’s next?”

  “Asking questions is not treason,” Canardan said. “But meeting in a cellar and planning overthrow of the government is.”

  “Who says they were planning overthrow?” the Guild Chief stated stubbornly. “There has been no public trial. We did not hear witnesses against them. As mandated
in the agreement between guilds and crown.”

  Canardan cursed, mind working rapidly even as his gaze sought Atanial.

  She paid no attention to the king. Or his heir. She finished her cake and wondered who would be mortally offended if she left. She should get away before she bumbled even more stupidly—

  A flash of blue, and Jehan was suddenly before her, his partner having been relinquished to another dancer, though her glance lingered over the man’s shoulder. Jehan’s blue eyes were no longer as empty as the sky, but focused. Intense.

  It was time, he’d decided, to trust someone. Again, that is.

  “I saw her,” he murmured, and passed without turning his head.

  It was her turn to draw in her breath.

  To the Guild Chief (having watched Jehan pass Atanial without stopping) Canardan said, “I will see you after I’ve had a chance to examine the prisoners myself. Everything according to treaty. But I’ve not yet had time.”

  The Chief of the Guild Council had to bow and accept that.

  Three men ranged before Atanial. She put out her hand somewhat blindly, smiling her social smile, and triple-stepped, neat and light, with the owner of the first warm fingers that gripped hers.

  She did not come within speaking distance of Jehan until the evening was nearly over. That dance was the Khanerenth version of a quadrille—that is, a complicated line dance that broke into whirling and braiding twos, fours, twos, eights, twos, fours, and twos as they slowly moved down the line. One always coming back to one’s original partner for hands across.

  The dance, she had already discovered, had changed only in one regard. There were two dips where there had been two hops, otherwise it was the same one she and Math had drilled down the long royal portrait gallery on those soft spring nights, as they talked and laughed about every subject in the universe.

  Jehan was suddenly before her, bowing, holding out a hand so they could step past one another.

  “You saw Sasha?” she asked.

  They parted. Round, round, step, step, smile, dip, twirl, hold up one’s hand, traipse in another circle, dip, bow, turn, step step step, and there he was again.

  “She’s gone. I assume she’s seeking Math.”

  Twirl. Step. Atanial fought impatience. She could feel Canardan watching. A quick look showed benign pleasure, but if he saw them talk, saw them even look serious, that expression could change fast.

  I must protect Jehan too. She glanced at the white-haired prince’s vacant smile in the next group over, all four with their hands together in the center as they tripped in a circle.

  He was thinking the same thing. He couldn’t quite see her eyes, but her manner, the way she’d drawn in a breath—the absence of that giggle—had convinced him that he’d done at least this much right. So far. But hurry or furtiveness or even too much said would catch idle eyes, raise questions. They could only speak for that brief time when they met in the center of the square, changing places with hands across.

  “She trusted you, then?” Atanial asked, and they parted.

  Three, he thought. We only have five chances left.

  Instinct prompted him to lie, as he always had. But the relief he’d felt on telling her the truth overrode the mere protective instinct, and so when they met again, he said, “No.”

  Another indrawn breath. Her hand trembled under his fingers, as though she tightened her muscles against betraying expression, and once again he felt relief and alarm.

  On the next, when she looked her question as she reached for hands across, he murmured, “Kissed me, yes. No trust.”

  And he was gone, not seeing her face.

  No one could see her face, except behind the mysterious shimmer of her veil, so they could not see the sting of tears. My fault, my fault, she was thinking. No use in trying to excuse herself. They’d returned to Earth all those years ago grief-stricken and angry; sunshine dancingstar, she who had left her world a hippie idealist, had come back bitter and afraid. She’d told her daughter over and over, in infinite variation, Men are pretty and fun to be with, but never. Ever. Trust them.

  Think. Do not make things worse. They had three more exchanges ahead, and the dance would be over.

  When they met, both uttered a word at the same time, he blanked his face and she said again, “Is she safe?”

  Two more, they each thought as they parted, the pretty melody tripping through the silver flutes and reed horns and harp strings. We have to talk.

  He trod his stately pace, smiling at the two young heiresses who cast him languishing (and watchful) glances over their fans as he circled them and mentally reviewed the palace. Her rooms, warded. His rooms, warded, and spies in the stable, kitchen and the government rooms—

  There she was again, and he could feel her question, but he had no answer, and so number seven passed in silence.

  When she neared for number eight, he saw in the rigid line of her shoulders, the tension outlining her veiled head and neck, that the question still stood.

  He said, “So far, yes.” Knowing that she’d figure out what it meant: that he was having Sasha followed.

  Chapter Six

  I learned two things the first week of my journey.

  The first occurred two days to the northwest, on the meandering trade road alongside the Lembesca River. I did not risk any gallop in that withering, humid heat, shade too seldom a relief, and then only briefly under hardy trees with long thin leaves through which the brilliant sun shone in a lacework of glare.

  I arrived at an inn early in the afternoon. I would have liked to push on farther. I’d been careful to walk the horse and to offer water at the two streams we’d passed, but she was looking dangerously droopy as we plodded along the road under what seemed to be a permanent dust pall. Since I had no idea how long I’d ride before finding another village, I thought I’d better stop.

  So did a harvest party. And the friends of a journeyman who’d been made master joiner that day, after they’d been working on a building somewhere over the dry, golden hills.

  The two parties converged almost at the same time. I had gone in to arrange for a hammock when the harassed innkeeper, who had deployed his entire family for the first party, paused at the door in dismay. From outside came the merry sounds of a crowd turning off the road to the stables as, behind us, the harvesters flowed downstairs into the common room, singing out for food and drink!

  Mr. Innkeeper reminded me of my father. Mrs. Innkeeper was a round-faced woman my mother’s age who bustled anxiously to the door of the kitchen. Their expressions were a mixture of stun and a kind of helpless horror.

  I swerved away from the door, moved to the shelf behind the counter and took one of the aprons I saw folded there.

  The man ran out to the stable to commandeer bodies for cook’s helpers. The woman turned her head, her braid half coming down, and stared from the apron to me. Brows rising, she glanced at my arms.

  “Experience?” she asked, obviously trying not to hope.

  “Four years.”

  Relief made her face redden. “Here are the choices,” she said rapidly. “Broiled cabbage rolls, fresh-water fish, rice, onion, cooked in pressed olive. Rice with melted cheese and chicken with lemon glaze. Lentil soup with yesterday’s chicken, and cheese over it if they like. Bread until it runs out, and green-apple tarts.”

  “Got it. Drink?”

  “Don’t fret over the drink, my daughters can see to that.” She indicated two light-haired girls of about ten and twelve who’d appeared from the storeroom door, both in aprons, one dusty with flour, the other setting down a mending basket behind the bar. “But they are too small to carry more than one plate at a time.”

  “I can carry six.” I flexed my biceps. “On one arm.”

  She laughed. “You shall have a royal meal when we finish, and our best wine.”

  “Innkeeper! Wake up!” a man roared, and that was the last time we spoke to one another for many hours.

  It was about midnigh
t when I thumped down onto a bench, weary, my arms feeling like string. I had just enough energy to appreciate it. A good workout is a good workout, however one gets it.

  The woman entered from the kitchen (from which every scrap of food had been emptied), took one look around the empty room where the two daughters and I had finished cleaning the tabletops. The younger daughter had fallen asleep on a bench in about two breaths, head on her crossed arms, washcloth still gripped in her fingers. The other girl stood at a window, staring out at the pinpoints of dancing lights as the harvesters wove, singing, back to their homes.

  “A bed is waiting.” The woman touched my arm. “Follow my daughter.”

  The older girl led me upstairs. She was stumbling in exhaustion. I’d expected a hammock but found myself in a narrow but comfortable bed, the linen sheets smelling of a recent drying in sunlight. Heaven.

  When I woke, there was hot water steaming on a table.

  I went downstairs to a massive breakfast, which ended as the footsteps of the celebrants overhead began thumping about. The family, still tired, seemed cheered by the father’s grin. He’d made enough, he said, to refurbish the stable against winter. Then one by one they turned to me.

  So, my two discoveries. One, in a world without the level of bureaucracy that binds the US of A, you can do things like pick up an apron and there’s no worry about contracts, the IRS, etc. That was the good thing. The not-so-good thing I learned is that it’s really difficult to make up believable lies when you are a stranger in a strange land.

  “Were you inn-raised?” the mother asked me, and as I opened my mouth to lie, the father said, “Where? We know most of the inn families up the coast and a good ways along both rivers.”

  They were so friendly, and eager for news and gossip. There I was, struggling to come up with lies.

  Well, they were not supposed to know I was lying, I told myself sternly. This was the only way I’d get to Dad, which meant a few harmless lies. Therefore my answers had to be short, and boring.